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HIII, it definitely has been a while.. (again....) ^^ 

Been really busy and caught up with my school work. And.. not to mention, it's also exams week. :'( But nevertheless, i still find some time to blog... ケケケ！I'm really glad that i didn't lose any of my followers or blog readers despite not blogging for such a long time and not replying to e-mails etc... therefore, i wanna say a BIGGGGGG thank you to all my loyal followers.

Didn't manage to blog about my sweet 16th birthday the other time.. so here it is ! ^_^

Went to seoul garden with my awesome buddies <3

Will take a picture of all my prezzies soon! ^^~

Recently, yama chan got his ear pierced... which disappoints me a lot a lot A LOT .... the piercing doesn't really look good on him... :'( Dai chan also got his ear pierced too... why why why .... ??? !!!

Anyway, 5 more days to yama chan's 19th birthday! whoop!whoop! <3333 

Alright, till then! ☮ ♥ ღ

Hi there lovelies, sorry for not updating my blog for so long! :( My mac broke down, I fractured my toe, exams, ugh.. Too many things happened recently. Anyway, I'm blogging thru my iPad and will be updating my blog as often as I can. ;)

I received emails from you guys and they were really sweet, thank you! Will try to reply all of them by this week! :*

So, April has finally arrived. Definitely hope that it will be a muchhhhhh better month than march. *fingers crossed*  Also, April is actually my favourite month 'cos its the month of my birthday. Shakespeare's birthday is same as mine, just a little information ^^ Also also, April is an important month for me as I will be taking my prelim papers on the 26th of April. :( Again, I will be going Mia for a short period of time. :(  I say I will be updating as often as I can and now I'm saying I will be going Mia again... This is so ironic. :/

Till then!<3

Hey lovelies, today is gonna be an advertorial post on SPICY COLOR, a korean brand collaboration with k-pop star, HYUNA. ^^ 

The largest SPICY COLOR store in korea.

Jurong East Shopping Mall in Singapore.

4minute

BOYFRIEND

And of 'cos, Hyuna.

Bought a top and a flare shorts ( it's a set actually.. ). The korean lady told me it only arrived an hour ago from korea before i reached. ^^ 
The sad thing is, they carry only one set for every design... :(

Top : $54.90 Flare shorts : $54.90

The korean lady was nice to give me a 10% discount.. XD 

Went to cuzzie's place for dinner after shopping ~~ 

Hey lovelies! <3 

So, holiday has finally arrived! BOOYAH :D  

Supper steamboat with cool kidz. hehe  ♪(´ε｀ ) 

And also, changed my braces colour again! ^^

You're everything in my love story, i never wanna be without you. <3

Sup guys. How's your week? Mine was filled with ups and downs. Falling in love again was prolly one of my major disappointment this week, besides taking back my term 1 results, which i kinda screwed up. :< 

Sometimes, i don't think i even understand myself. Or should i say, i don't understand what some of the guys are actually thinking. It beats me. 
Do guys really go for looks?  If that's the case, i'm sure my look will be the first thing to be strike off the list. oh well. 

I go for the personality and to me, look/appearance is just a bonus. Does it really matter how a person really looks like? After all, it's the personality we are looking for and one day, i hope that he will realize, not all pretty girls have a good heart. And, not all handsome guys have a good heart. For me, i've decided to give up on him. Some people may say, i did not even try and therefore, i don't deserve the chance to like this person. I DID TRY! But I learnt that he was nothing like how i imagined. Instead, he only cared about himself. Which is pretty sad. :( But it's alright, i will get better and i will try my best to forget him. 

Also, I've been receiving lovely e-mails from blog readers for the past few days. Thank you, really appreciate those e-mails. :') <3

Boohoo, i miss japan. :'( I miss all my friends in japan. :'( 

Happy fucked up week to me. 

I'm mentally drained, physically tired and emotionally hurt. Everything seems to be going against me.

I can NEVER ace any subjects in school, no matter how hard i've studied. Sometimes, i ask myself, why is my life so complicated and sad? :(

Why am i born so stupid? :'( 

And, if only i could turn back time and tell myself not to like you, trust me, i will.

S'up, it's been a while. [: 

Had a really sad and long tiring week. :'( Busy with school homework and tests as usual, my mac broke down and i'm sad over a couple of personal stuffs. I'm kinda doing the same things over and over again everyday, it's like a repetition. :<  

I hate the feeling when i'm in love with someone and the person just act as if i don't exist or can't even feel a single thing. :'( i rather he be more straightforward and tell me how he feels about me. </3 I must admit, i'm scared of rejections but it's worth trying, at least i know i've tried. 

Recently, i'm in love with this quote. " Stay Strong Beautiful, because things will get better, it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. :') "

Till then <3  

Sup lovelies! 

Gonna start my post with a really exciting piece of good news. [: I'm getting my $$$ from nuffnang soon, YES! After blogging for a month or so, finally getting paid ! <3 Not to meniton, thanking all of my blog readers. It's increasing rapidly EVERYDAY. ^^ 

How's your week? I had an eventful week, pretty much stressful and meaningful at the same time. (;
Visited " All Saints Home " on thursday. It's my first time interacting with the elderlies. Paul, Ernest and I perfomed a few songs for the elderlies, it was a last minute decision, we praticed only a few times and i'm glad we managed to scrape through. Thank God. It was tough mingling with the elderlies as i'm a rather shy person and to say the truth, I actually have demophobia. :'( And no matter how hard i try to mingle with them, they always give me the strange look as if i've done something wrong. :'( 

Besides visitng the elderlies, I also had a good time interacting with my new secondary one choir juniors. <3 Getting to know one another, i guess i'm better at interacting with younger ones than older ones. :P

And as usual, weekly tests on every friday. :(

Celebrated maine's sweet 16th birthday yesterday!! ^_^

One last thing, this year's valentine's day was the best valentine's day i had in my 4 years of secondary school. <3 Lots of lovely memories, lovely prezzies and i'm proud to say, lovely friends! <3 <3  

I believe what i see and not what i heard.  When you're around; my heart races, there's a smile on my face & I get butterflies ♥

Till then <3

HELLO! 

Maine's birthday is round the corner! <3 Sadly, i still do not have any idea how to celebrate her birthday this year.. :'(

Went to FOREVER 21 alone yesterday,after tuition.  :'( Bought a super kawaii crop tee which doesn't fits me. xxl. >:( It's wayyy to big for me. 

Kinda regretted not buying the floral tank top... T.T

Till then ! <3

So, apparently, the bullies are still continuing to do the stuffs they think are cool and still cant be bothered to care just a bit of other people's feelings. well, chances are given. THEY ASKED FOR IT ! Revenge? No, i don't do such a thing.  Admit it, everyone does care about their own looks,their own appearance. SO DO I. Who says ugly people can't be pretty? Who says fat people can't be skinny? You think they have a choice of what they wanna be ever since they were born into this world? NO! I hate it especially when a guy/girl dates a girl/guy because of his/her looks. What's the point? You've got the looks but you don't have the brains. You may be handsome/pretty on the outside but if your personality isn't nice,in other words, SUCKS, then perhaps, you should stare in the mirror and ask yourself AGAIN, if you're REALLY pretty/handsome. On the contrary, if a girl/guy is no so good looking on the outside but has a good personality, i think they are the ones we should make friends with. 

I've got insulted in school and obviously i care. :/ And, it's pretty hurtful to hear such a thing said by a person you once trusted soooo much. A friend you once get along really well and now it seems like everything has changed.  :'( 

Till then!